
You Are My Home and My Hell
你是我的家,也是我的地狱
- Status
- Ongoing
- Length
- 399k Words
- Genre
- Two Male Leads
- Updated
- 5h ago
- Source
- Fanqie
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Only BL! Anything Goes, Just No Softies!
Only New Books: Works by Newbie Authors
Writing as a newcomer isn't easy. Please recommend other newcomers to me. I'll read their stories carefully and leave comments. I respect every newcomer who puts in the effort, because I'm a newcomer too. Let's help each other out!
New Book, Let’s Review Each Other’s Work
Looking for books like Ascending Immortal Tower: Tales of Clouds and Smoke.
Let's Read and Review Each Other's New Books! Come Chat! (All Genres)
Looking for fresh blood!!
Extremely Angsty, the Kind That Breaks Your Heart and Brings You to Tears
Heartbreakingly angsty, like "A Love That Eats Away at Your Bones".
I'm in a Reading Slump. Any Male-Male Romance?
Looking for books like "Breaking News! The Top-Tier Star Was Taken Home by an Obsessive Love Interest Right After Being Reborn". I'm dying. I've read pretty much every danmei book on the reading recommendations board, and now I'm in a serious reading slump.
Begging for BL Novels!!
Preferably completed 🌚💪
Looking for BL Stories with Great Writing and No Cringe. Thanks, Everyone!
New Books, Mutual Reviews, Mutual Update Reminders, Mutual Follows
Looking for books like Unrivaled National War. New books, review each other's work, remind each other to update, and add each other to our bookshelves.
Two Male Leads, Anything Goes, I'm Not Picky
Please, Are There Any Good Male-Male Romance Novels?!
Read New Books in Full, Review Each Other’s Work, and Improve Completion Rates
I want something like Transmigrating Across Ten Thousand Years to Find You. New authors, let’s support each other: I’ll read yours if you read mine! I’ll leave a five-star review after I finish!
Any Stories With Two Male Leads? I’m in a Reading Slump and Can’t Get Through Anything T^T
Two equally strong leads, sound values, quick transmigration, reborn protagonists, and entertainment-industry settings are all fine *^O^* Thank you, everyone O(∩_∩)O
Looking for a Great BL Novel I Won't Get Tired Of
Any Good Novels with Two Male Leads? I'm in a Reading Slump
Any High-Quality Novels with Two Male Leads! Two Male Leads!! Two Male Leads!!! I Want to Read Them
Looking for books similar to "This Host Is Incredible: They Told Him to Die for the Villain, and He Really Did (Till Death Do Us Part)". Any high-quality stories with two male leads? Two male leads!! Two male leads!!!
Any Fresh, Exciting Stories with Two Male Leads?
That Once-Proud Boy Eventually Had His Pride Broken and Fell Into the Abyss
Angst-heavy stories.
Bring Out All Your Best Two-Male-Lead Novels
The Protagonist Had a Miserable Past That Breaks Your Heart. They’re Careful and Hesitant About Everything They Do.
Two male leads, romance, or two female leads are all fine. Please recommend something!! (ૢ˃ꌂ˂⁎)
BL, Preferably Something Angsty
I'm Out of Books to Read. Please Share Your Long-Treasured Favorites
Real Angsty Novels: Let the Tragedy Unfold Naturally, Not for the Sake of Angst
Looking for books similar to "She Died in the Year She Loved Him Most (The Hourglass Rewinds)."
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This book writes about "love and cage" so poignantly. Muchuan was trapped in a long-term gloom, and Li Zichen was the sudden light, but in the end this light turned into shackles that trapped each other. On one side is the paranoid protection, on the other side is the involuntary sinking, the entanglement of love and hate, and the sense of abuse. It's not just a matter of coercion. The two of them are scarred, tied to each other through torture, and eventually move toward two-way redemption. Home is both a destination and a hell. This theme runs through the entire text and has great stamina. It is a must-read for those who like reunions and sadomasochistic HE. Wow🥰🥰It's so awesome! So pretty
People often say that time is the greatest, it can wear away everything, whether it is happiness or pain, it will eventually disappear in the passage of time. But for Li Zichen and Muchuan, no matter how much time passes, whether they are still alive or not, those joys and pains will be deeply ingrained in their bones and blood, and they will not forget it, nor do they want to forget it. Others may not be able to understand, but for them, the darkness they endured side by side, the tenderness given to each other, and the painful moments that suffocated are all traces of their unforgettable love!
The writing of love and hate is really poignant. The warm home that I thought was the only destination turned out to be a depressing prison that is difficult to escape. The home has been reduced to a suffocating hell, the emotional internal friction and the struggle of the heroine are delicately depicted, and the pathological intimate relationship is torn apart layer by layer. The author has a good grasp of human psychology.
Love brings paranoia and hurt, and the two sink and struggle in the pull of imprisonment. Love and hate are intertwined, pain and redemption coexist, and the emotional tension is full. They find their own destination in the purgatory-like bond. Very nice! Highly recommended
After reading more than sixty chapters, I really feel that the atmosphere of the story is well done. The bond between Li Zichen and Mo Chuan is delicately and heart-warmingly portrayed, every emotion in getting along with each other is well described, and the unique affection between the characters is particularly moving. It can be seen that the author has put a lot of effort into character creation and plot conception. The story is unconventional and has its own unique story style. There are not many readers at the moment, but good articles can withstand the precipitation. If you update them steadily, you will slowly gain more readers who are willing to calm down and read. I look forward to the follow-up stories of Li Zichen and Mo Chuan in the future!
This is the second book by the author. After the previous book Lu Ming and Cheng Ye, I also read the story of Muchuan and Zichen. The story progresses at a good pace and the plot is clean and clear. It seems very relaxing and I like it very much 🤭
The plot is really exciting, the writing is also good, the romance is great, it's worth looking forward to ==Wait.
Muchuan has a soft and transparent temperament, is sensitive and sincere, has been deprived of love for half his life, and deeply longs for stability and belonging. Before meeting Li Zichen, his world was deserted, cold, and uncared for; the appearance of Li Zichen filled his gloomy life with light and preference. He devoted himself wholeheartedly and gave himself completely, treating Li Zichen as his only support and home, and devoted all his tenderness to tolerate all the gloom and paranoia of the other party. It's really beautiful! Highly recommended
In this novel, the characters are vividly written, and the storyline is gripping. The language reads smoothly and the rhythm is not sluggish. The two protagonists are entangled in love and hate, and try to redeem each other. The more the story goes on, the more I want to see their subsequent story. The more I watch it, the more I like it, it's so exciting!
The protagonist is very tenacious and the conflicts between the characters are very tense.