She and his sadomasochism could not get together after all, and the bitter fruit was inedible. He was destined to fall in love with her in every life, but he could never achieve consummation with her. "Compared to my brain, my heartbeat recognizes you faster." From the throbbing of the heartbeat to the crying without the courage to recall, there is God's will in the dark, and she and her are being played by fate.
