Some people say that when love reaches its extreme, it can break through the shackles of the physical body, turn the soul upside down, and allow you and me to live together.
In the late autumn of that year in Nancheng, it rained heavily at night and the plane trees were all wet. Lin Xu and I hugged each other for too long in the small rental house. Our love was too deep and our obsession was too deep. That night, we thought that God was showing mercy and allowed each other to exchange souls. I live in his cold and calm body, and he lives in my warm and lively world. We possess all of each other's memories, habits and tenderness, understand each other's unspoken weaknesses, and know each other's preferences hidden deep in our hearts.
We made a seven-day appointment to return to our places, thinking that after a brief period of dislocation, we would still be together year after year, and we would be the same year after year. But fate is never gentle. Before the seventh day came, the mountains and rivers overturned. Heavy rainstorms swept across the city, mountain roads collapsed, and wind and rain swallowed up all the way home. In order to fulfill my one-year wish, he insisted on running into danger. In the end - the person who died in my body was Lin Xu, whom I loved most in my life. The only person left alive in the world is me living in his body. The rules of return are permanently locked, and the soul cannot return home for the rest of its life.
From then on, Su Wan's warm and lively years were no longer in the world. All that was left was the rest of her life, carrying Lin Xu's skin and carrying her two souls. I saw the mountains and rivers for him, warmed the wine and waited for the wind for him, served his family for him, and completed the life that should belong to the two of us for him. I learned his silence, inherited his gentleness, gave up all my preferences, and lived like the second him. Everyone else said that I was deeply in love and could not escape the shadow of my lover's death.
I am the only one who knows that I am not incapable of getting out. I'm always wrong
