After Five Years of Abusing My Husband, I Found Out After Killing Him That It Was Me, Bai Yueguang.

[Old saying + fox demon male protagonist + husband-chasing crematorium + identity reversal + marriage first and then abuse + forbearing affection + misunderstanding of sadomasochism + abusive male protagonist + 1V1] Note: This book is different from the previous sadomasochistic novels that only abused the female protagonist. This book mainly abuses the male protagonist, and the female protagonist is abused last. When Li Hancao was fifteen years old, he was forced to marry Qi An Chongxi, a sick man from the county governor's mansion. In the first year, when he blocked a huge boulder from rolling down for her, his forearm was broken and his body was covered in bruises. She sneered at him for being sentimental. The next year, he traveled hundreds of miles in the snow to find medicine for her. His eyes and feet were frozen to death, and his body was infected with cold poison. She was obsessed with the fox demon and stayed behind closed doors. In the third year: He endured the clan's heavy whipping for her, leaving her skin torn and her heart severely wounded. She swore in public that she would never love him at all in this life. In the fourth year, his left eye completely deteriorated and he was almost blind. He was plagued by old injuries and suffered severe pain day and night. She believed the slanderous words and cut out every last bit of his heart and soul. It wasn't until the fifth year that he finally let go, but she stabbed him in the heart with a knife, causing blood to spurt out like a waterfall. It wasn't until the fox tail was revealed that she suddenly realized—— The person beside her who she despised for being weak, hated being entangled, and stabbed to death with her own hands was the savior she had been obsessed with and yearned for for eight years. Li Hancao knelt down and cried bitterly while hugging his increasingly cold body. He cried bitterly and confessed, begging God for mercy and asking him to open his eyes again. It's too late. Li Hancao spent ten years of his youth to save Qi An, but the price was to forget her forever. He forgot all the scars, Only she will remember it all her life with sin and love.