Everyone said that my mother didn't want me, until I found the letter she wrote to me in the dead letter library.
The Su family said that I was picked up, and that it was a great kindness to give me a bite to eat.
It wasn't until I was denied my job quota and dug out an old silver lock that I learned that my original surname was Shen, Shen Antang.
My father, Shen Huaishan, did not die in an accident.
My mother, Xu Qinghe, didn't abandon me and run away.
She was imprisoned in Beicang and sent to a sanatorium, where she was forced to change her names to Xu Tang, Mei Qing, Xu Wandeng, Lin Qiu, and Lin Wan.
But she wrote my name on the wall, left my name on the ship's board, and applied to contact me in Changming's file.
Later, I saw a sentence she left on the blackboard of Chunxi Literacy Class:
Tang is the Tang of Begonia.
It turns out that for the past twenty years, I have been looking for my mother, and my mother has been looking for me.
