When Lu Mian was thirteen, he learned not to cry on the operating table.
In the severe pain of the anesthesia failure, she heard the doctor say, "This child can really endure it", and then smiled - that was the first time she knew that the pain would be so deep that tears would turn into laughter.
Gu Shenbai learned not to hate when he was fifteen years old.
At his mother's funeral, his father slapped him in the face: "Gu family men don't deserve to cry." He knelt in the rain, swallowed all the tears back into his throat, and only sneered from then on.
Two people who relied on pain for food bumped into each other late at night in the heavy rain.
He put out the cigarette and asked her, "Are you really not afraid of death?"
She walked towards him lamely: "You try it."
They all thought they had found the same kind, but they forgot that the bite between the same kind was the most deadly.
This is a story about how two people "shaped by pain" learn to be gentle while destroying each other.
