When Shen Jinghong was eight years old, he picked up Xiao Changyuan in Leng Yuan. He shielded him from poisonous arrows, gave him shark teardrops, and carved the word "Huan" on his finger bones for four months in the sky prison, waiting for him to come to rescue him - he chose to attack the city.
Later, she finally understood that the ten years of warmth in Leng Yuan were all fake. The Beishuo love words he taught her were invented by another woman, and the wooden hairpin he gave her was exactly the same as the one in Nan Yuan's hair. She is just a medicine guide - we share the same fate and live together, and her heart's work can save Nan Yuan's life.
The daughter she gave him was stillborn and named "Bu Huan".
He dug out her eyes with his own hands for Nan Yuan. When she was pushed down on the stone floor, he said to her: "Admit your mistake and I will stop." She didn't admit it.
Later, Nan Yuan Yudu needed some treatment, but he didn't open his mouth. She stabbed the dagger into her heart - not to save Nan Yuan, but just to make him think of her every day when he opened his eyes and saw Nan Yuan's face that was exactly like hers.
On New Year's Eve, he took Nan Yuan with him to receive congratulations from hundreds of officials. She groped alone and climbed onto the tower where he once said "recruitment is based on country and country". In his hand was a wooden sign that said "No Return". A line of words on the back - "I forgive you. But I won't wait for you anymore."
During the banquet, he felt severe pain in his heart and ran up to the tower like crazy. She was already cold. He knelt all night.
Forty years later, the eunuch found a yellowed note in the lining of his dragon robe - "Xiao Changyuan, you want to take me to see the snow in Beishuo."
He never took her to see the snow once.