Implication: I Fulfill the Wishes of the Deceased in the Strange Story About Rules

My name is Jinan. In the Age of Apocalypse, everyone who enters the dungeon will awaken their talents. My gift is to remember the last thoughts of the dead. The price is forgetting... Every time I use it, I get further away from the "human". The first time I cleared the game, people all over the world were calling me a murderer. I don't have time to explain. The memo is still there, the oranges are still there, and the names of the deceased are still there. The memo is not full yet. Before the last page is filled, I will add my name.