Role-Playing Diary: Who Borrows Whom to Stay Alive

When I was twelve, my older sister died.

To fill the enormous void she left behind, I created a brand-new version of her in my mind: Zhao Wan.

I poured my heart and soul into making her the perfect older sister, always radiant and dazzling, flawless in every way.

Then, when I was eighteen, a fabricated “earthquake” and a lover who never existed, “Zheng Huan,” pushed me into the abyss of madness.

Only when a psychiatrist tried to wake me from that abyss and told me that “Shi Qing is the primary personality” did I finally see the truth behind this long-running deception:

This was never a tragic story about altered memories and self-sacrifice.

It was a premeditated personality murder.

The “Zhao Wan” who smiled flawlessly in the sunshine while holding a full scholarship was the most cruel monster in this tragedy.

“You think I lived your life for you? No. I devoured you.”