Play Diary: Who Borrows and Lives

When I was twelve years old, my sister died. In order to fill that huge black hole, I personally "created" a brand new her in my mind - Zhao Wan. I put all my efforts into trying to make her the perfect sister who is always bright and dazzling and impeccable. Until I was eighteen years old, a fictional "earthquake" and a non-existent lover "Zheng Huan" completely pushed me into the abyss of madness. When the psychiatrist tried to wake me up from the abyss and told me that "Shi Qing is the main personality", I finally saw the truth of this long scam: This was never a sad story about memory tampering and self-sacrifice. This was a long-planned character assassination. That "Zhao Wan" who holds a full scholarship in the sun and has a flawless smile is the most cruel monster in this tragedy. ——"You think I lived for you? No, I ate you."