When he was fifteen years old, Shen Suining met a young man wearing a white T-shirt in his living room.
He leaned on the sofa. His legs were too long and the sofa was too small. When he looked up at her, his tone was light and gentle: "Sui Sui? Your brother mentioned it."
From then on, the three words "Gu Jinchao" filled her entire youth.
He is her brother's best brother, five years older than her, mature, restrained, and gentle to the core.
Her brother was unreliable and always left her to him to take care of her - hence the umbrella that tilted on rainy days, the waiting at the hospital in the early morning, and the school uniform jacket that she secretly hid.
She thought that secret love was a long one-man show, and carefully hid all her heartbeats.
Until she was eighteen years old, she was drunk in a bar and dialed his number by mistake.
Half asleep and half awake, she thought she was dreaming, and moved her hands up and down on him - touching his abdominal muscles, pinching his chest muscles, and teasing him until his ears turned red.
The next day he brought me some sobering soup and said in a slightly hoarse voice, "You are not allowed to drink alcohol in the future."
She didn't know that he stayed up all night that night, thinking about her drunken "brother" over and over again.
Later he said: "Suisui, I originally wanted to wait until you were older."
Later he said: "But I can't stand it when you go out with other people."
Later he said——
"Ever since you peeked at me at the door in the third year of junior high school, I knew I was in trouble."
