My name is Shen Zhiwei, an ordinary girl from an ordinary family.
There is a mother who is always complaining and a father who never speaks. There is no "how are you doing" at the dinner table, only "when will you get married" and "take a look at other people's children".
I talked about a boyfriend who is a soldier, Lu Chengyu. Thousands of kilometers apart, we rely on mobile phones to fall in love. In the middle of the quarrel, the signal was cut off, and when he called again, his phone was turned off - he went to gather urgently. By the time he called back when he had time, I had already digested my emotions and told him "it's okay."
He said: Can you stop carrying it all by yourself?
I said: If I don't carry it myself, can you carry it for me?
He said nothing.
I work as a housekeeper assistant in Yunqi Suji, handling customer complaints, counting linens, and dealing with guests every day. The surveillance video that night made me realize for the first time: some decency is pretended, some silence is forced, and some "forget it" will make people unable to stand up for the rest of their lives.
This is not a comeback story.
There was no turning over, no slap in the face, no reinforcements falling from the sky.
It is a person fighting an invisible battle on the three battlefields of family, relationship, and work at the same time.
From "forget it" to "no", from "nothing" to "something happened" - it took her a long, long time.
If you are always enduring in a relationship, always retreating somewhere, and always saying "it's okay" in front of someone——
This story is for you.
