[Not a cool article➕Sweet first and then cruelty➕Campus daily life➕Be aesthetics➕Two-way redemption➕Two-perspective narrative]
My name is Shen Jinzhou, and I have only lived one midsummer in my life. Her name is Zhuang Wandie.
I am a pendulum clock trapped in pain.
Bipolarity and depression dye my world into endless black.
During my last summer, she appeared like a glimmer of light in my dark world.
…
Since that summer, that light has been completely extinguished and disappeared!
Until I got the last love letter,
Only then did I realize that the light in my life had disappeared forever in that endless winter.
Since then,
I spent all the rest of the summer chasing that glimmer of light.
But she will never appear again.
My name is Zhuang Wandie, my life was fixed in that summer, his name was Shen Jinzhou.
I was the glimmer of light that lit up the broken pendulum clock.
Fate and illness have immersed the rest of my life in endless coldness.
In my last midsummer, he appeared like a ray of warm sunshine in my ailing world.
…
Since that midsummer, that light has been completely extinguished by me!
Until I finish writing the last love letter,
Only then did I realize that the light I had given so briefly was forever buried in that biting winter day.
Since then,
I spent the remaining half of my life keeping that glimmer of light.
But he could never find it again.
Our stories and lives,
The two-way healing that begins in midsummer ends with the loss-lose situation in the cold winter.
When a person is trapped in loss, his obsession for the rest of his life is difficult to understand;
A person is trapped in guilt and suffers secretly all his life.
The twilight faded and the pendulum clock stopped.
Everywhere is desolate and there is no more each other.
Butterfly falls
