My name is Shen Zhiyi, and I once thought I had the hottest love in the world, until the truth that came seven years later slammed me from the clouds into the mire.
I spent my entire youth loving Lu Zeyan, his gentleness under his taciturnity, his sincerity in his lonely body, and his determination to stand by my side when everyone else abandoned me. I accompanied him from nothing to the top of the business world. I held my life, my pride, and all my light in front of him, and I was willing to be his shadow behind him.
I thought we were each other's salvation, the only light in a desperate situation, until my life entered the countdown, until those misunderstandings that had been deliberately buried, the involuntary difficulties, and the deep love to death hidden behind indifference, were peeled off in front of me layer by layer.
It turns out that every time he pushed me away, he was afraid that I would be swallowed by the abyss; it turned out that every time he was indifferent, he was carrying all the wind and rain for me; it turned out that he loved me, a full ten years earlier than I loved him, so deeply that he could risk his life and gamble his whole life.
But I don't have time anymore.
This is a love that is fought for with life, thousands of words hidden in silence, the heart-breaking pain of having to let go even though we love each other deeply, and the words "I never stopped loving you" that we dare not say until death separates us.
Thousands of sights in the world are not worth your sight. If there is an afterlife, I don't want to meet you again. It's not that I don't love you, it's that I love you too much. I love you so much that I can't bear to let you suffer for me anymore.
