Gu Xiaoran went crazy for Chen Yuchuan twice in her life. The first time, he died unexpectedly, and she was trapped in the cemetery for three years, living like a shell relying on memories.
The second time, she nodded without hesitation to the old man's promise of "rebirth". She didn't hear the word price clearly at all, and only regarded it as a gift from fate.
When she was a teenager again, she felt lucky and tried her best to get close to him. From the whispers in class to the university they were admitted to together, she gave him all her tenderness and planned her future happily. It wasn't until the day she stepped onto the university campus that she was severely awakened by fate - she only had four years left in her life.
The countdown was ticking, and she was afraid that he would suffer the pain of loss, so she could only put away her love and push him away with cold words. From a young boy to full of exhaustion, I still don't understand her transformation.
When her life was coming to an end, the truth was finally revealed: she didn't know the cost, but she still risked her life for him. It turns out that it took her the rest of her life to go back in time. From then on, there was no light in Chen Yuchuan's world.
This article is a slow-burning sadomasochistic novel, a non-rebirth revenge novel that focuses on emotional pull and character growth. The pace is slow, so readers who mind a lighter pace should beware.