He Xi was born in Maonan, Guangdong in 1994. When she was very young, she understood a truth: when some children fall, there is no one to help them. What her childhood left her was not candy and fairy tales, but a summer that could never be rehabilitated. From then on, she was never the same again. I dropped out of school in the second grade of junior high school and went to Shenzhen with an adult man. He carved names into her body, smashed her computer and cut her hair. She thought it was love because no one had taught her what love was. In 2019, there will be marriages, children, and divorces. At the age of 32, she returned to her hometown with a six-year-old boy, no friends, no lover, and no one behind her.