Gu Mingyuan fears one thing most in her life - someone really loves her.
So she set the same test question for everyone who wanted to get close to her: You can leave. Sooner or later he will leave. Then why don't I give you a push first, so that you don't have to leave after I take it seriously.
Zhao Ziyi is the only person who will come back after being pushed away by her.
When he was twelve years old, he first saw this sister who was brought home on the stairs. His heart was moved, but later he realized that it was not called a heartbeat at that moment. It's called eternal catastrophe.
Over the years, he changed women faster than he changed clothes. People in the circle say that the young master of the Zhao family is a promiscuous person and will find a new love within three months. But no one noticed that every woman he looked for, the corners of his eyes, chin, and tone of voice were all piecing together an outline that would never be complete.
Gu Mingyuan knows everything. She knew who was the screen saver on his phone, who's photos were in the locked album in his study, and what crazy things he said when he was drunk and kneeling beside her bed that night when he was eighteen. She even knew the women he was looking for. But she needed to make sure he was still there. It is necessary to confirm that this closed loop is still running. She needed to confirm that there really was someone in the world that she couldn't push away no matter how hard she pushed him.
The more she pushed, the more he chased. The more he pursues her, the more she becomes convinced that she deserves to be kept. After confirming, she continued pushing.
This closed loop made them all addicted.
Until one day, Zhao Ziyi got a woman pregnant. Gu Mingyuan stood in front of the closed door and suddenly asked herself a question:
"If he really doesn't love me anymore, will I be relieved - or will I be broken?"
She doesn't know the answer.
But she would know soon.
