Not every love story goes smoothly,
but a truly profound relationship,
after it ends,
can teach you to love yourself again,
and then
perhaps, to love once more.
At twenty, Lu Qinlei fell head over heels for a boy named Su Ze, completely unprepared for what was coming.
He was quiet and focused, sometimes warm, sometimes distant.
She was brave and passionate, and gave him all her firsts.
Their 166 days together felt like a raging fever.
After the breakup, it took her much longer to come to her senses, put everything into words, and grow.
And Su Ze never truly went far.
(Leilei once wrote Aze a book about their story. So Aze, too, wrote Leilei a book telling a different story.)
