How Many Times Have You Forgotten Me

[Written by my own meal replacement] Jiang MuMian suffers from a disease that causes him to slowly forget his lover. The doctor said that he would first forget "why he loves Shen Ci", then forget "who Shen Ci is", and finally forget "he once loved someone". Shen Ci said: "It doesn't matter, if you forget, I will make you fall in love with me again." So Jiang Mumian spent his waking moments trying his best to carve Shen Ci into his skin, into his pain, and into every heartbeat. But one day, Jiang Mumian looked at the scars all over his body and turned to ask Shen Ci—— "Who are you?" Shen Ci discovered that the cruelest thing was not death, but that he killed their love with his own hands while he was still alive. "Jiang Mumian, if you forget me, remember the pain."