The ups and downs of her native family were like a sharp blade, carving out her life wantonly, creating her sensitive and loveless character. She is reserved, taciturn, autistic and timid. Even though she has been treated coldly by her guardians for many years, her heart is still pure, sincere and gentle.
The gears of fate turned, and she met the person who changed her life.
His mind is deep and unpredictable, he weighs the pros and cons in everything, and never reveals his true feelings easily. The betrayal of the past lingered in her heart, making her full of suspicion all day long. She softened her heart and forgave once, only to give in and compromise again and again.
She took the initiative to communicate honestly and suddenly realized that for him, it was easier to avoid the problem than to face the problem head-on. Even though the evidence was conclusive, she put down all the bottom lines and tried to stay, but in the end the two of them only drifted apart.
She was willing to tolerate all her faults and pretended not to care, but he always watched indifferently, never willing to pry into her sensitive and fragile thoughts, and never understood the grievances in her heart.
The promises she made in the past were like dust, scattered in all directions when the wind blew. She was unwilling to ask softly: "You said we got back together at twenty and married me at thirty-five. Does it still count?"
He rashly broke into her ordinary life and caused a storm, but she never expected that he had already planted a deep-rooted obsession in her heart. All the humiliation, sadness, and all kinds of heavy suffering in the future, in the end, were just her own self-deception.
