I Pushed My Wife into the Abyss with My Own Hands

The husband takes up gambling, racks up massive debts, and gambles away their marital home. Outside the operating room where his wife is having a C-section, he can't even pay the hospital bill. The day after their daughter is born, he secretly sells their car, then heads straight back to the casino. On the day she takes the baby to her parents' home, she doesn't shed a single tear, because her heart is already dead.

He runs away. With the travel money he gets from selling the jewelry her family gave her as a wedding gift, he boards a train bound for nowhere and deletes everyone from his contacts. On a fishing boat two thousand kilometers away, he hauls in fish net by net, while slowly dredging up the self he had left to sink.

This is the story of a man who, after turning his life into a ruin, finds a way to live on the edge of death. It's also the book every woman dragged into the abyss by a gambling addict most wants to shove in her husband's face.