His Appearance

Su Nian is a bird raised by Shen Du. Locked up in a gray apartment, wearing gray clothes, imitating another person's smile. Grandma's life was in Shen Du's hands, so Su Nian couldn't fly, scream, or say no. Shen Du wanted him to be like Cheng Yanbai, and he was. Shen Du asked him to go to his bed, so he did. If Shen Du wanted his body, he would give it to him. After giving it, Shen Du turned his back and called Yan Bai's name. Later Bai Yueguang came back. Shen Du said, "Let's go." Su Nian left. Grandma is dead. He made the last call and Shen Du hung up. While crossing the road, Su Nian thought - I have never been myself for even a minute in my life. The sound of a truck braking. Shen Du opened Su Nian's diary, and the last page read - "In the next life, I want to be like myself. Although you may still not want me." He finally saw Su Nian's appearance. But Su Nian was already lying on the ground, eyes closed forever.