They use the name of loving me to destroy me. My life is just a hostage in my parents' unfinished war.
The parents regard the heroine as the sharpest knife to retaliate against each other. Their "hate" is far stronger and more lasting than "love". However, the heroine is not surprised until the middle of the story that the only light in her life - the lover, is actually the "ultimate weapon" carefully arranged by her parents to give him the most fatal blow.