Give Everything You Have in the First Half of Your Life, and Only Keep Yourself in the Second Half of Your Life

This is not a fabricated bloody story, it is the true blood, tears and awakening of my half-life. Fifty-three years of life, thirty years trapped in the siege of marriage. I devoted my heart and soul to my family, working hard and serving the young and old without complaint. In the end, all I got in exchange was indifference, grievance, misunderstanding and disappointment. Having survived four life-and-death situations, I have seen all the warmth and coldness of human emotions, and I have also thoroughly seen through marriage and human nature. In the first half of my life, I had to humiliate myself and help others, and endure the humiliation and burden to live in the eyes of others; In the second half of my life, I have completely awakened, no longer internal conflict, no longer entangled in the past, let myself go and look down on others. Only in middle age do people truly understand: There is no need for a woman to accommodate someone who doesn't cherish you, and there is no need to live in other people's gossip. Having money in your hands, having a small house to live in, taking good care of yourself, and living comfortably for yourself for the rest of your life is the greatest blessing.