After Denying It for Half My Life, I Finally Stayed True to My True Feelings About Being Gay

From a young age, Lu Yan knew that he was different from others. He has a tall and straight figure, a cold temperament, and a tough guy aura. My heart is always partial to the same sex, so I can only hide it in the dark carefully. Parents' expectations, worldly perspectives, other people's comments, He had to bow his head and compromise, suppress his nature, and pretend to be around. Reject preference, cut off feelings, pretend to be normal, and bear all the loneliness and suffering. I pretended for years and years, denying my intentions for half my life, Thinking that compromise can lead to a stable life, But over the long years, he has been defeated time and time again by instinct and obsession. Only later did I understand, No need to cater to the world, no need to torture yourself, Being loyal to one's heart is the only salvation in this life.