Jiuer doesn't remember who he is.
She has scars on her face, and she has the same nightmare every day - fires, dead people, a child calling her "mother", and then being choked by a man with a sword.
On the night when Liuhe Village was massacred, the old servant who saved her told her before he died: "You are Su Ya, the daughter of Zhennan Marquis. The person who killed your whole family is called Shen Yu. Live and don't take revenge."
She put the letter in her arms and wiped the blood from her face.
No revenge? Why.
For three years, she thought she could only hide in the dark, waiting for an opportunity that she didn't know would come. But her senior brother found her, her mother's handkerchief was found, and Prince Nanyuan found her - they told her: You don't need to hide anymore, you should go home.
Emperor Beiyuan issued a decree and the Zhennan Hou case was retried. Su Ya returned to Yunjing openly and honestly as an orphan of the Su family.
Shen Yu came on the first day she came back.
He stood in the yard of the Su family's old house, looked at her, and asked, "Why do you want to come back?"
She looked at him, a face she had seen countless times in her dreams - in the fire, in the blood, at the moment when her son fell.
"This is my home," she said.
The voice in the fire should be answered by the fire.
There were birds chirping in the forest, and the dew wet her clothes. Adou was sleeping in her arms, breathing very lightly, like a very small secret. She didn't know where to go when she woke up tomorrow, but she knew that from now on, she would not be alone.
