She carved his character and preferences with her own hands, and raised him to suit her only.
He held all the tenderness and the best in her palm, becoming addicted to her and deeply in love.
But later she was shocked to realize that her grandfather's respect and the kindness of others were not because of her, but because of the family background and resources behind him.
She lived in his halo and the family's calculations, and never had her own value. If she wants to find herself, she must end this relationship.
Leave everything behind and move forward alone.
On the day they broke up, she had red eyes and hardened her heart: "Lu Chongyan, let's end it.
Only when I leave you can I be myself. "
He froze on the spot, his voice was hoarse and trembling, and he was filled with self-blame: "I didn't do a good enough job and you were wronged, right? I'll change it, but don't leave me."
But she still turned around and disappeared from his world.
For five years, he followed her habits and wore her preferred look.
With an empty heart, I wait foolishly.
He didn't blame her for leaving, he only blamed himself for not being able to let her rely on him with peace of mind.
After the reunion, all restraint collapsed.
He trapped her in front of him, and his tone was strong and humble: "It's my fault, I will change it. But if you want to find yourself, I will accompany you. The only thing is that you are not allowed to leave again."
She turned her face away, her voice trembling but still holding on: "It's all over, we shouldn't get entangled."
He leaned close to her ear and said with bone-gnawing paranoia: "I'm not allowed to go there. You can hate me, blame me, and ignore me, but in this life, you can only stay by my side. I'll help you find your value."
