[Sadomasochism/Childhood Sweetheart/BE/First Person]
"If it were me who died, would you still love me as before?"
This is a story about loss.
In the third year after Yu Weiqi's death, Wang Chuyang took up the pen and wrote the book "Light".
He recalled the girl who shone like the sun.
It was sweet when he was five years old. The bear biscuit she snatched back was the first bite of candy he had ever tasted;
That was Nuan when he was seventeen years old. She appeared when he was most helpless and was the brightest light he had ever seen;
That was the pain he felt when he was twenty-seven years old. The moment she passed away, it became a thorn that he couldn't remove.
The reader cried dry tears at this story.
Until the day of the book launch, someone asked: "Did you write this book to forget?"
She was silent for a long time, looking at the heavy rain outside the window, and said softly:
"No, it's to remember."
"Remember that he is still alive, living in my words, and living in every bright day."
"I live my life as a prisoner of memories, just to love again in words."
[Sadomasochism/Childhood Sweetheart/BE/First Person]
Slow pace, delicate emotions, male protagonist's perspective.