I am Jiang Yan. I was once deeply obsessed with a relationship, and I exchanged five years of companionship for seven years of companionship. I once thought that I had grasped the stability I wanted, shed my attachment, and had a life of my own. But later I discovered that those tender feelings were just appearances, and the alienation in people's hearts never really dissipated. When a new person appeared and everything in the past collapsed, I suddenly realized that I was just a passer-by in this misplaced relationship. It started with a heartbeat and finally separated. This entanglement started by obsession left me with only regrets and an empty past. It also made me understand that a relationship that is forced upon me cannot withstand the test of time and sincerity.
