Lin Qingyin is a sophomore with a slender frame and delicate features. He likes wearing cream-white cardigans, and his roommates secretly call him a “femboy.”
At the start of the new semester, he gets a new roommate: Lu Chenzhou, a key player on the university basketball team, 188 cm tall, from a wealthy family, with a gaze as cold as a blade.
At first, everything is normal. Then, for no apparent reason, their other two roommates move out, leaving just the two of them in the room. Lu Chenzhou starts making rules: no drawing the bed curtains, be back before 11 p.m. every night, and say good night to him before bed.
After lights-out, he even climbs down from the top bunk and squeezes into Lin Qingyin’s bed, wrapping his arms around him from behind. “Don’t move. Go to sleep.”
When Lin Qingyin tries to change rooms, his counselor calls to confirm the request. Lu Chenzhou speaks gently on the phone: “He’s been under a lot of pressure lately. I’ll take care of him.” After hanging up, he turns around and pins Lin Qingyin against the wall. “Trying to run? Do you really think you can get away?”
But the next day, Lu Chenzhou will dry his hair, buy him breakfast, and behave impeccably in front of his parents.
Lin Qingyin hates being controlled by him, yet finds himself growing more and more unable to live without the hand that reaches down from above every night.
When a gentle senior tries to take him away, Lu Chenzhou locks the dormitory door.
“You’re mine. You’ll never change out of that bottom bunk, not for the rest of your life.”
The description is very realistic and the writing is very good. After watching it, I felt very heavy, just like watching a drowning person. He clearly knew that he was drowning, but he still gave up the struggle. It feels like the protagonist Lin Qingyin is no longer Lin Qingyin. He has become a belonging, belonging to another person and no longer to himself. Without her own thoughts and consciousness, everything that belonged to Lin Qingyin was gradually lost. No matter how it develops, I feel that he is already dead, consciously dead. In addition, this kind of gentle PUA is too scary. If one day the other protagonist hates Lin Qingyin, he will definitely die and commit suicide. I feel sorry for Lin Qingyin, it's so difficult 🥺 🥺 🥺 Please let Lin Qingyin do it again, forget her memory and never meet another protagonist again.
Gong is sick, and Shou is also sick, so sick that I wish I could drag them into a mental hospital for treatment. These two people are Zhou Yu's fight against Huang Gai. One is willing to fight and the other is willing to suffer.
The five stars are created by the author. My evaluation is; gluttonous eating marrow, because of its taste.