It took Shen Yue twenty years to become his true self.
When she was eight years old, she put a dot with a pencil next to the word "male" on the form - that was the first time she felt the gender gap between herself and herself. At the age of twenty, her mother stole her away from the Gu family with her life, and she returned to Xingang as a daughter. Revenge is her armor, and her uncle Du Kun is the only warmth in her childhood. When the forbidden love was broken on a rainy night and her identity was exposed in public, she chose to slit her wrists. After being rescued, he walked away to Victoria alone and devoted himself to charity. In the morning when the camellias were blooming on the windowsill, he finally reconciled with his fate.
A person spends his life answering "who am I" - not becoming another person, but finally becoming the person he has always been.