After three years of marriage, Shen Zhiyi always felt that she was the most ridiculous decoration in Lu Siheng's marriage.
She loved him from the first sight. But he doesn't love her, and she knows it better than anyone else. On the wedding night, he excused himself from work and spent the night in the study room staring at his cell phone, responding to Shen Wanqing's calls - everything reminded her that this marriage was just a transaction.
Shen Wanqing is her nominal sister, and she is also the white moonlight that Lu Siheng desires in everyone's eyes.
Shen Zhiyi swallowed her grievances and hid her love in silence. She thought that as long as she was good and sensible enough, she could keep this marriage even if he didn't love her. But depression swallowed her up like a tide. She suffered from insomnia, self-mutilation, and medication. She struggled to stay alive for countless early mornings, just for the child in her belly.
On the day the child was born, Lu Siheng was on a business trip. She signed the consent form for the surgery alone and was pushed into the delivery room alone. At that moment she finally understood that this one-man show should be over.
The moment the divorce agreement was signed, Lu Siheng knelt in front of her and said with red eyes: "Shen Zhiyi, I have been secretly in love with you for ten years."
She smiled, her smile uglier than crying: "Lu Siheng, your white moonlight has never been me."
Five years later, he chased her to Boston and waited for her to get off work in a snowstorm. He stood in front of her holding a high school diary, with her name written on every page.
Only then did Shen Zhiyi realize that the deepest regret in the world was not lack of love, but that he had loved her with all his strength for ten years, but she had spent three years proving that she had never been loved.
It's too late to be affectionate
