I wore it and became Lin Daiyu.
On the first day he opened his eyes, he saw Xiren coming out of Baoyu's room in disheveled clothes.
On the third day, the silly elder sister held up the embroidered spring bag and showed it to me: "Look, girl, the fight between two goblins is really beautiful!"
On the fifth day, I ran into Siqi and Pan Youan having a private meeting behind a rock.
I finally understood - except for the two stone lions at the door, nowhere in the Jia Mansion was clean.
I thought my biggest task was to survive in this ridiculous place.
Until the day of Qin Keqing's funeral, Jia Baoyu grabbed my wrist in front of everyone and called me "sister" with red eyes.
In the funeral procession, the powerful Wang Shuirong of Beijing, sitting on a tall horse, could see me from head to toe across the crowd.
I broke away from Baoyu's hand.
That night, Shui Rong climbed through the window and entered the Xiaoxiang Pavilion and took my pulse.
"Miss Lin, your heart is beating fast."
He put his lips behind my ear and his voice was as low as a sigh:
"I want to know - who is the next person you want to push away?"
Later I realized that in this world, I can push away anyone, but I can't push away my own life.
Baoyu said, sister, my life is yours.
Shui Rong said, "Follow me, the autumn window will not be cold."
And I just want to live as myself.
