The moment he knelt down, what flashed through Lin Su's mind was not pain, but a craniotomy.
Three months ago, she was the youngest surgeon in Jiang City. She could sew six stitches on a 0.3 Mm blood vessel with one pair of hands. Three months later, she knelt down with her five-month pregnant belly among the medicine residue in the Zhou family's kitchen, her fingernails filled with dirt, just to pick up a few tablets of fetal medicine that had not been burnt.
The mother-in-law overturned the medicine jar, and the hot medicine liquid poured all over her legs. The husband took out the account book that had been kept for three years, down to a bowl of rice and a piece of clothing, and asked her to pay off the betrothal gift debt and living debt. Her younger brother jumped off a building live on the rooftop, and the entire Internet watched her holding out her pregnant belly to save people, and the barrage read "The most miserable family of the year."
Imprisoned in the attic, corroded by drugs, crawling on rainy nights, miscarriage and haemorrhage - she was stepped into the mud again and again.
But she has a pair of hands that don't shake.
He used a wire to pick open the door lock in the dark, pressed the femoral artery to stop the bleeding in the heavy rain, and held scissors against the carotid artery on the operating table to fight for life. She used her professional instincts that had been drilled into her bones for tens of thousands of hours to pull herself back from the brink of death again and again in desperate situations.
When her husband threw out the divorce agreement and said, "A woman who cannot have children is worse than a waste," she finished signing and looked up at him: "Your hands are shaking worse than they were three days ago. Zhou Cheng, you need a head CT."
From kneeling to beg for mercy to standing to collect debts, from the daughter-in-law of the Zhou family to Dr. Lin.
She sewed the two steel nails taken out during the operation into her underwear. Every step she took, the nails dug into her flesh. The pain makes me sober, and the pain makes me determined.
These hands will never save anyone.