He suffered from severe post-traumatic stress disorder (PTSD) - a failed operation three years ago, when the patient died on the operating table, was the only major blunder in his career. The patient was a six-year-old girl who suffered intracranial hemorrhage after surgery, but he could not save her. From then on, he began to suffer from insomnia, began to punish himself, and began to feel that he "did not deserve any good things." He didn't dare to get close to Shen Zhiyin, didn't dare to hug her, didn't dare to tell her "I love you" - because he felt that his hands were stained with blood and he was not worthy of touching her.
Career details: A top expert in neurology, his hands are extremely stable and he can anastomose 0.3 Mm blood vessels under a microscope. But every time after an operation, he would wash his hands for a long time in the bathroom until his skin became red and wrinkled, as if he was trying to wash something out between his fingers.
