I'm Not a Guest

It took me several days to read it, and I am willing to leave my first five-star long review. It is a pity that such an atmospheric and good article only has a score of 6.6. This book has a vague sense of sadism, and the first-person narrative amplifies all the pain. Taking root in the inner perspective of the heroine, we can see her freedom and hidden heartbeat. The heroine has never been a weak boudoir girl, she has the pride and pride raised by her family engraved in her bones. At that time, the palace banquet dared to refuse the marriage in public and avoid going to the northern Xinjiang. When they first got married according to the decree, they never thought of relying on Prince Ning to be a canary trapped under the eaves. But it's hard to control people's hearts. She has obviously been attracted to him for a long time, but she insists on guarding herself by holding on to the line of defense of "he is not my fault". She talks about alienation, talks about "separation" time and time again, and takes the initiative to draw a gap between the two of them. The male protagonist Zhao Lin is gloomy and taciturn, full of affection, and has thought of the most paranoid and hurtful ways to retain her. Seeing that the heroine insisted on pulling away, he thought about locking her freedom; the heroine told the other party that he would eventually choose to leave, and every word was revealing his deep love; he held her wrist tightly, his fingertips were trembling but he could not utter a single word of explanation. Silence itself is the sharpest blade. If it is love, let her be free: I am willing to follow Qingyun thousands of miles away. They obviously have sincerity, but they target each other's most painful areas. Each other knows the softest weakness in each other's heart, but when they quarrel, they don't hesitate to stab each other's heart with a knife. Love is wrapped in edge, and tenderness hides the scars and the feeling of pulling and suffocating. It is rare that the whole story abandons the vicious female supporting role and clichéd female rivalry. There is no outsider to instigate and create conflicts. All the abuse points come from the male and female protagonists' own personality estrangement, conflicting attitudes and inconsistent opinions. There is no third party to disturb the situation, it is purely the self-torture of two people who love each other but cannot be honest. This sadomasochism is written at a high level. The first person perspective magnifies the mutual hurt. We can clearly see the sourness and reluctance that the heroine feels after every time she hurts someone. We can also see through her eyes the helplessness and humility that is about to overflow under the silent and paranoid shell of the hero. The sweetness is really sweet, but the pain when stabbing is not fake at all. In the early stage, they guard against each other and stab each other. In the later stage, they confess their feelings and achieve two-way redemption. The balance of sweetness and abuse finally settled on HE. Don't worry, my dears, the hero is probably not dead. The Dog Emperor is worthy of being an emperor, and the most ruthless royal person. Liu Jue is very good, but unfortunately she falls in love with the scumbag Emperor. The plot line and the emotional line are ups and downs. The death of the crown prince, the ascension of the sixth prince, and a series of court subplots and emotional lines are well written. At the same time, the female protagonist is sober and independent and will never be consumed by love. The male protagonist is affectionate and forbearing, and the hot and cold characters collide to create a strong dramatic tension. Such a delicate, painful, and non-conventional ancient novel deserves a higher score. I sincerely recommend it to readers who prefer sweet sadomasochism, strong heroines, and first-person novels.

I don't read first-person novels, but the writing is very good and has a strong sense of empathy. You can sympathize with the female protagonist, but the male protagonist is a bit unpleasant. I hope the heroine will not be written as a "harem woman". I like the heroine Liu Yu Xiaoli, the heroine's mother Wanwan, the Empress Dowager and the little princess. I like every female character. Maybe the male protagonist's naughty character makes me seem to see myself. I can donate his mouth if I don't want it. I don't know how it will develop in the future, but currently both the male and female protagonists are actually having a hard time, but the female protagonist is very strong and free-spirited, and she always has someone by her side. She was initially given a marriage gift but was kidnapped when she was a child and later had a miscarriage. I feel like there will be a big thunder child in the future. Judging from the writing style in the front, I feel that there will be some abuse in the back. Please keep the parents of the heroine. The male protagonist is not lovable and boring. He relies on others to protect his love. He hides everything from the female protagonist. Something happened to the female protagonist's parents' family, so he protects the emperor. He doesn't feel anxious. I haven't seen any actual actions for the female protagonist. I haven't seen any obvious actions for the female protagonist. A naughty person needs a lover who can't be chased away. That's how the male and female protagonists are. I hope the male second episode can be successful. I think the male protagonist is good.

A heroine with no internal friction and strong mobility, I love it. And after tying the tie, I realized that there was no vicious female supporting role, and I fell in love even more [Salute] From the female protagonist's perspective, we can already glimpse the silent and turbulent love of the male protagonist. After switching to the perspective of the male protagonist, you can clearly see why he has such a character. You can also see clearly where his love for the heroine comes from. His experiences in his youth caused him to be highly sensitive and have a low sense of worthiness, which in turn formed his background of being taciturn. He is also trying to slowly reveal himself in every moment he gets along with the heroine. It's just that the change happened suddenly, and the time the two people fell in love was too short, and it was not enough to be connected, so they both subconsciously relied on their usual behavior patterns and were obviously doing the best for the other person. Love is here and pain is here. From being obsessed with her to finally letting go, this must be a difficult choice, but it is also his growth. Maybe his starting point was just to accompany her for thousands of miles. But later, I found that I could no longer accompany her, and letting go could actually be a kind of possession. But separation is always about seeing each other again. Looking forward to seeing you again.

A person with a character like A Lin is certainly not lovable in real life. But in this story, he happened to meet Ayun. For Ayun, she always does whatever she wants. When they first met, I handed A-Lin a sour fruit just to distract him from the visible sadness—— She seemed to have paid special attention to A-Lin's emotions from the beginning, so she only had the simplest expectations for A-Lin at first, that is, she hoped that he would live and live happily. If A Lin and Liu Yu were happy together, she would naturally be happy for them. Later she found out that it was not the case, so she was willing to do something to make A-Lin happy - just like she did when she was a child. In her impression, it was not difficult to make A-Lin happy, as long as she had the shamelessness to go and play with him. Ayun never felt like he was saving him. She was smart and perceptive enough. After feeling A-Lin's turbulent emotions hidden under the calmness, she chose to follow her own heart. Then she just did what she wanted to do based on her intuition as always. It was A-Lin herself who felt cared for, cherished, healed, and loved from all A-Yun's actions. Later, during the days of separation, Ayun gradually understood Alin's inner uneasiness and fear. This was her growth. When they meet again, she sees a broken but complete him. She saw everything about him. She still didn't do anything too deliberately. When she got sick, she treated her as a matter of course. She has always known how to get along with Alin, and at the same time let love flow naturally during the relationship - this is exactly what Alin has been longing for in her life, pure, undisguised love that belongs only to him.

After tying it, I switched to the perspective of the male protagonist and felt the implicit love of the male protagonist. The little bitter gourd is young and hard, but Ayun is the warm sunshine that shines on Alin's cold heart. However, neither of them has a long mouth, it's really uncomfortable [I'm almost crying][I'm almost crying][I'm almost crying][I'm almost crying][I'm almost crying] The author and his partner wrote very well! ! ! Looking forward to the follow-up progress [blowing kiss][blowing kiss][blowing kiss][blowing kiss]

The author tells this story in the first person from the perspective of the male and female protagonists respectively. From the previous female protagonist's perspective, I didn't quite see that Zhao Lin fell in love with Ayun so early, and the male protagonist later supplemented it very well. When reading the book reviews, I noticed that some readers felt that this book had a touch of sadness, and I gradually realized it as I read it. I am very happy that the author will write the HE ending of Zhao Rin and Ayun. Because I saw the true love between them, people who are reluctant to love each other cannot stay together. Fortunately, the ending will be good.

It's very interesting, please give them a good ending. This book is very strange. Although the first part is very heartwarming, I felt a little sour while reading it. As expected, they are all paving the way for what comes next. Cheers! It's well written.

I love both the male and female protagonists so much. The female protagonist is free and kind and has a deep friendship. The male protagonist is affectionate and tolerant. The two of them are smart enough and wonderful. Why is the rating so low? I gave it my first rating and first review.

Looking at it now, the background of this book should be Be, but I feel that the author's writing is also very good. He slowly talks about regrets one after another, and it is tied in one day.

It's very beautiful. The emotions are very delicate and not obtrusive. The hero and heroine each have their own pursuits and ambitions, and they don't act mindlessly for the sake of love. In short, the writing is very beautiful (´艸｀)

The writing is very good, and the score will definitely go up. It was quite funny in the early stages, and I've been updating it. It's the best book I've read in the past two months.

Such a beautiful book cannot be buried! I really like the heroine's character!

It's very beautiful. I don't know why the rating is so low. I hope more people can see it. I wish the author would give it a big sigh and update it more!

The writing is very nice, you can read it!

Genius author, this article is so cool

The plot is so compact that I can't put it down at all

It's very beautiful. Why are there so few people? Please support me.

It's very interesting, the plot is novel, and it's not as cliched as ordinary ancient dolls. At first I thought it was a sweet pet story, but it is indeed a sweet pet story. If it develops later, I will have to continue reading.

It's very interesting to watch, the plot has ups and downs, the characters' emotions are described delicately, and most importantly, there is no vicious female supporting role.

It's very interesting to read, the plot has twists and turns, and the title of the book is also very thoughtful. I look forward to the follow-up plot!

Updated on time, the plot is smooth and compact

The first person has a strong sense of substitution, the writing is free and easy, and the emotions are naturally revealed, which touched my heart. I rarely follow articles. This is the first unfinished article I have followed. Big boost for the author!

Unconventional, very innovative. The author must have a broad mind

Very beautiful, I keep reading every day

It's very beautiful, the descriptions are very natural and vivid, and the emotional lines are also very natural [Adoration] I will continue to follow it! The author will update it soon [shy]

I follow it every day, it's so good, I hope the author will continue to update it I have been following it for three months and it is a very good book. The heroine is a person with strong vitality, optimistic and tenacious. Her contagiousness is very strong and warms the people around her.

Not bad, looking forward to further development Very nice, don't be put off by the rating

It's really beautiful! ! !

Very beautiful. I definitely recommend it. The heroine is not internally consumed

It's emotionally delicate, don't be misled by the ratings, it's worth watching