First person | Psychological suspense | Darkness | Mental distortion | Evil woman perspective | Improper outlook | No CP
Alias: white sludge.
My name is Zheng Ningbai.
This name is very good, cold and noble, but others regard me as dirt.
I hate Jiang Yu the most.
The reason is that there is something wrong with her character, or in other words, the fact that she appears in my sight and breathes the air that belongs to me is an unforgivable provocation.
She is like a wet and cold snake, worming its way into my heart day and night.
She makes me anxious, makes me lose control, makes me gnash my teeth with hatred, and stare at her every move with contempt.
She called me a bully and said I was hopeless.
I'm not convinced.
I'm just a normal person cleaning the sand out of my eyes.
I want everyone to know what she is like.
I want everyone who comes near her to move away.
Since I am a quagmire, I will dye that sacred Jiang Yu inch by inch the same color as me.
Tear her to pieces, break her, lock her up, and let her completely rot in my mire - no one can touch her, no one can snatch her.
"I used malice as a swamp to trap her as a prisoner for my whole life."
A bully's morbid monologue, also known as "The Mud Chronicles."
A series of my original work "Winter Fishing".
Tips before reading:
1. You can read "Winter Fishing" without reading it. If you want to complete the foreshadowing, you can read the previous work.
2. The novel is written with impersonal characters and focuses on real human nature.
3. Zheng Ningbai is the epitome of some people in reality. The story contains a dark and depressing plot, which is suitable for readers who can accept complex personality narratives.
Reader comments
I don't know who will click on this book, but the following content is given to every reader who is willing to come in.
When I wrote the book "White Swamp", I never intended to cater to the market from the beginning. There is no sweet pet, no cool spot, no forced cure, and no cheap redemption.
There are many words in the world that whitewash peace, but I want to write about the truth under the mud.
What I write is the truest, most unbearable, and most easily ignored side of human nature - the blind obedience of groups, the jealousy hidden under dignity, the evil coerced by the collective, and the perdition of being content with being dirty even though you know it is dirty.
There are no perfect people or absolutely correct views in the book, only the coldness of reality, the dirtiness of human nature, and the darkness that cannot be hidden in youth.
I don't whitewash any characters, I don't judge, and I don't pity. I just quietly reveal a layer of truth and show it to those who are willing to see it.
Those who can calm down and read it to the end and understand the dark places are the real readers of this book.
Those who stay here are all fellow travelers.
Thank you to everyone who is not impetuous, not perfunctory, and is willing to walk into this swamp of white dirt.
Those who can stay are all precious fellow travelers to me, and I have no regrets so far❤️
I have read too many black-and-white stories and am accustomed to the stereotyped settings of perfect victims and pure villains. It was not until I encountered "White Swamp" that I was really struck by a calm narrative.
This is not a fast-food article that pursues emotional catharsis, but a mirror that reflects reality and opens people's hearts. The more I read, the more lasting it becomes.
The three characters in the title of the book "White Waste Marsh" are the most accurate interpretation of the book. Bai is Zheng Ningbai's name, which is the shell of dignity, dignity and courtesy in the eyes of others; dirt is the narrow-mindedness, jealousy and unconscious sharpness hidden under the glamour; swamp is the quagmire of thinking that is difficult to break out of once trapped, and is the dilemma created by the environment, superiority and self-centeredness.
The most touching thing about the story is that it refuses to be stereotyped. Zheng Ningbai was never born a bad person. She had the pressure of high expectations from her parents, an instinctive concern for the outstanding, a competitive spirit that refused to be mediocre, and a sensitivity and uneasiness hidden under her pride. Every paranoia, every attack, and every out-of-control emotion of hers can be traced - from unwarranted prejudice, from the sense of superiority brought about by class, from the indulgent self-centeredness, and from the empathy that has never been guided.
As a parallel perspective story of "Winter Fishing", "White Swamp" perfectly completes the chain of cause and effect. I was once moved by Jiang Yu's forbearance and tenacity, and was pleased that she came out of the predicament; but this time, I stood on the other side and saw the motives behind the harm, the soil where malice breeds, and the secret darkness hidden in daily life.
The author's writing style is restrained and powerful, the words are clean and concise, and the emotions are hidden in the details, allowing readers to feel the complexity and heaviness of the human heart between the lines. It does not provide easy reading pleasure, nor does it cater to the reading habit of instant gratification, but it can make people think about it for a long time after reading it.
Human nature is never black and white. It turns out that a lot of harm does not come from big evil, but from small prejudices, excessive ego, and uncorrected selfishness.
This is a work worth reading slowly, savoring, and thinking deeply about.
I was tired of reading clichéd novels, and longed for a story with depth, texture, and touching my heart. "White Swamp" did not disappoint me. It allows people to see the mud under the pure white, see the reality in the darkness, and gain more clarity and understanding of human nature, growth, and harm.
Zheng Ningbai is a very complex person. Although she has committed bullying behavior, it is consistent with her age and her logic. It can also be seen that she has her own standards and is not an unlimited abuser. All her actions are traceable and she is a very three-dimensional character. The perspective of the work is innovative and presents a world view that is different from ordinary novels. It can not only arouse readers' emotions, but also write campus bullying in a vivid and fascinating way. The author's writing is delicate, the story has ups and downs, and even a hint of suspense. It is fascinating and worth reading.
"White Swamp" begins with a confrontation between a handful of sludge and an innocent person, which instantly captures the reader's attention. The protagonist Zheng Ningbai shows an astonishing contradiction in her self-narration: she sees herself as noble, but her behavior is characterized as "bullying" by the outside world; her hatred for Jiang Yu is boiling and piercing, but she cannot take her eyes away from him. This "venomous snake piercing the heart" of obsession and disgust constitutes the core psychological whirlpool of the book. The author Jiu Xunmi uses cold writing to reveal the cruel truth of "hate is another kind of concern" and completely blurs the boundaries between good and evil through self-justification of "clearing the sand in the eyes". This is not only a story about hostility, but also a mirror that reflects the paranoia, self-destruction and longing that may exist in everyone's heart. Reading it makes my spine shiver, but I can't help but turn the pages.
The title of the book has a strong sense of contradiction. It is a realistic masterpiece that makes people sink more and more as they read. It uses "white" as the surface and "dirty" as the core. It uses a "swamp" as a metaphor for the plight of human nature to reveal the struggle of ordinary people between desire, obsession and conscience. It does not deliberately sensationalize, but every word touches the heart. After reading, there is only a long silence and aftertaste.
There is no flawless protagonist in the book, nor are there stereotypes of good and evil. Each character has his own obsessions and weaknesses, just like you and me in life. Some people stick to the bottom line but are repeatedly tested by reality, and are repeatedly pulled between compromise and persistence; some are coerced by desire and step into the quagmire step by step, but they hide their undiminished goodwill in the middle of the night; some seem to be indifferent and distant, but in fact they use clumsy ways to protect the people they care about.
The core image of "swamp" is a magical touch throughout the entire text. It is not only a concrete environment in the story, but also a metaphor for human nature and destiny. It seems pure and calm, but in fact it contains silt and whirlpools. Once people step into it, they will easily get deeper and deeper into the pull of interests, emotions, and prejudices, and they can't help but want to get out.
There are no bloody conflicts or exaggerated plots in the book. All conflicts stem from the game of people's hearts: Should we stick to our original aspirations or go with the flow? Should we face our mistakes head on, or avoid covering them up? Should we stick to good intentions, or be assimilated by indifference?
These choices without standard answers are precisely the most heart-wrenching realities, allowing readers to see themselves in the text and reflect on their own choices and perseverance.
The author's writing style is restrained and powerful. There is no gorgeous rhetoric, but he can outline the folds of the human heart with delicate brushwork. The narrative rhythm is steady, with foreshadowing hidden in ordinary daily life, and power conveyed in subtle plots. It does not deliberately create conflicts, but allows readers to be subtly wrapped up in emotions. Whether it is the implicit emotions between the characters or the profound insights into human nature, they are all written just right, and the blank spaces are thought-provoking, making the story more than just a plot, but also deeply touching the soul.
This work is like a mirror, reflecting the complexity and reality of human nature. If it is deep, warm, and not suspended, it is definitely worth reading carefully.
I really like the character Zheng Ningbai, a very complicated person.
Although she bullies others, it is very consistent with her age and her logic, and she is a very real person.
But she has her own principles and is not a limitless abuser. All her actions are traceable.
The perspective of the work is innovative and presents a world view that is different from ordinary novels. It can not only arouse readers' emotions, but also write campus bullying in a vivid and fascinating way.
The author's writing is delicate, the story has ups and downs, and even a hint of suspense. It is fascinating and worth reading.
This is a novel that I have been following for so long. After reading it for so long, every chapter highlights the author's very good writing style. When I first read about this heroine, my first impression was that she was not a perpetrator, but a girl who lacked security and love. Her jealousy and misplaced love led her to do excessive things. The plot of the story is very cleverly set, and it received five-star praise! Keep following updates! [Like][Like][Like]
"So, when you hate someone, that person becomes the only coordinate in your world. Zheng Ningbai hates Jiang Yu and hates her for living in the world. In fact, he hates himself for why he has to go through her to confirm that he is still alive."
I came from "Winter Fishing". This book uses Zheng Ningbai's paranoid monologue to tear apart the veil of dark humanity and portray the twisted psychology of the "bully" in a profound way. He regards Jiang Yu as a scumbag in his eyes, and uses his malice as a swamp to build a cage. His words are full of pathological possession and loss of control. The realistic narrative of Fei Shuangwen confronts the darkness of human nature, which is depressing yet extremely tense, allowing readers to get a glimpse of the complex human heart in a suffocating sense, which is full of stamina.
"White Swamp" uses the character Zheng Ningbai to deeply explore the complex human nature behind bullying. She is not born evil, but a tragic product of family pressure, class superiority and distorted self-esteem. The author Jiu Xunmi uses delicate writing and innovative perspectives to reveal the psychological dark side of bullies. The narrative is true and depressing, and the ups and downs of the plot trigger reflections on growth, prejudice and human nature. The work is great and shows the power to touch people's hearts!
With an immersive first-person perspective, the narrative is smooth and non-delayed, and the plot is compact and full of twists and turns. The author does not deliberately create thrillers, but cuts through the complexities and contradictions of human nature layer by layer. The intertwining of good and evil, the tug of selfish desires and conscience, is real and poignant.
The whole book is full of suspense and its analysis of people's hearts is profound and restrained. It is a rare female suspense masterpiece that has both refreshing feeling and depth.
Narrated in the first person, the atmosphere is depressing and full of tension, and the paranoid and morbid psychology is deeply portrayed, and the plot is full of ups and downs. Words are powerful and human nature is complex. The influence of the environment, the lack of family and family, and the protection and connivance of the school. These are the most authentic portrayals of society.
This article is unfolded from the first-person perspective of the bully Zheng Ningbai. She considers herself noble, but paranoidly regards Jiang Yu as a thorn in her side. She uses extreme means to drag the opponent into her quagmire. She pathologically wants to dye this "light" into the same color as herself. The whole process uses the tension of psychological suspense to unfold her twisted and crazy desire for control and destruction.
I was attracted by the title and cover of this book. There is mud-like malice hidden under the cold name, and every monologue of Zheng Ningbai is like a poisoned knife, trapping Jiang Yu in a cage called "love", causing extreme criticism. It is a very deep and textured article, and the writing style is also good. It is worth reading if you like darkness and human thinking.
White is the remaining dignity, dirt is the festering reality, and swamp is the dilemma that no one can escape. The author does not deliberately create dramatic conflicts, and there is no refreshing redemption. He only uses flat and straightforward writing to reveal the most obscure and embarrassing undertones of human nature, and kneads desire, guilt, paranoia and pulling into a muddy swamp. Once stepped into, no one can escape unscathed.
This novel unfolds a campus story in the first person. It is difficult to write a first-person story. The author is great and I look forward to the follow-up.
The atmosphere of this novel is extremely depressing, the characters are created with explosive tension, and the paranoid and morbid psychological description directly touches the soul, making it extremely immersive. The heroine Zheng Ningbai hides a twisted heart under her cold name. Her almost crazy obsession with Jiang Yu, the intertwining of hatred and addiction, vividly portrays the pathological possessiveness. The sharp and delicate writing tears apart the darkness of human nature, with layers of paranoia, jealousy and depravity intertwined. The psychological portrayal of the characters is exquisite and full of conflict.
The characters written by the author are complex, the writing is smooth and natural, and the plot is well handled. Recommended
The emotional foreshadowing is particularly good, and I can sympathize with the character's situation.
Very good, thank you to the author! [Shy]
The content of the story is exciting, non-toxic, novel, and the text is passable. It is worth watching.
The author has a strong ability to create an atmosphere, the characters are described in a delicate and three-dimensional way, and the plot is full of ups and downs. You can't stop reading it, and the lingering lingering sound lingers in your mind! Recommend!
I don't know who will click on this book, but the following content is given to every reader who is willing to come in. When I wrote the book "White Swamp", I never intended to cater to the market from the beginning. There is no sweet pet, no cool spot, no forced cure, and no cheap redemption. There are many words in the world that whitewash peace, but I want to write about the truth under the mud. What I write is the truest, most unbearable, and most easily ignored side of human nature - the blind obedience of groups, the jealousy hidden under dignity, the evil coerced by the collective, and the perdition of being content with being dirty even though you know it is dirty. There are no perfect people or absolutely correct views in the book, only the coldness of reality, the dirtiness of human nature, and the darkness that cannot be hidden in youth. I don't whitewash any characters, I don't judge, and I don't pity. I just quietly reveal a layer of truth and show it to those who are willing to see it. Those who can calm down and read it to the end and understand the dark places are the real readers of this book. Those who stay here are all fellow travelers. Thank you to everyone who is not impetuous, not perfunctory, and is willing to walk into this swamp of white dirt. Those who can stay are all precious fellow travelers to me, and I have no regrets so far❤️
I have read too many black-and-white stories and am accustomed to the stereotyped settings of perfect victims and pure villains. It was not until I encountered "White Swamp" that I was really struck by a calm narrative. This is not a fast-food article that pursues emotional catharsis, but a mirror that reflects reality and opens people's hearts. The more I read, the more lasting it becomes. The three characters in the title of the book "White Waste Marsh" are the most accurate interpretation of the book. Bai is Zheng Ningbai's name, which is the shell of dignity, dignity and courtesy in the eyes of others; dirt is the narrow-mindedness, jealousy and unconscious sharpness hidden under the glamour; swamp is the quagmire of thinking that is difficult to break out of once trapped, and is the dilemma created by the environment, superiority and self-centeredness. The most touching thing about the story is that it refuses to be stereotyped. Zheng Ningbai was never born a bad person. She had the pressure of high expectations from her parents, an instinctive concern for the outstanding, a competitive spirit that refused to be mediocre, and a sensitivity and uneasiness hidden under her pride. Every paranoia, every attack, and every out-of-control emotion of hers can be traced - from unwarranted prejudice, from the sense of superiority brought about by class, from the indulgent self-centeredness, and from the empathy that has never been guided. As a parallel perspective story of "Winter Fishing", "White Swamp" perfectly completes the chain of cause and effect. I was once moved by Jiang Yu's forbearance and tenacity, and was pleased that she came out of the predicament; but this time, I stood on the other side and saw the motives behind the harm, the soil where malice breeds, and the secret darkness hidden in daily life. The author's writing style is restrained and powerful, the words are clean and concise, and the emotions are hidden in the details, allowing readers to feel the complexity and heaviness of the human heart between the lines. It does not provide easy reading pleasure, nor does it cater to the reading habit of instant gratification, but it can make people think about it for a long time after reading it. Human nature is never black and white. It turns out that a lot of harm does not come from big evil, but from small prejudices, excessive ego, and uncorrected selfishness. This is a work worth reading slowly, savoring, and thinking deeply about. I was tired of reading clichéd novels, and longed for a story with depth, texture, and touching my heart. "White Swamp" did not disappoint me. It allows people to see the mud under the pure white, see the reality in the darkness, and gain more clarity and understanding of human nature, growth, and harm.
Zheng Ningbai is a very complex person. Although she has committed bullying behavior, it is consistent with her age and her logic. It can also be seen that she has her own standards and is not an unlimited abuser. All her actions are traceable and she is a very three-dimensional character. The perspective of the work is innovative and presents a world view that is different from ordinary novels. It can not only arouse readers' emotions, but also write campus bullying in a vivid and fascinating way. The author's writing is delicate, the story has ups and downs, and even a hint of suspense. It is fascinating and worth reading.
"White Swamp" begins with a confrontation between a handful of sludge and an innocent person, which instantly captures the reader's attention. The protagonist Zheng Ningbai shows an astonishing contradiction in her self-narration: she sees herself as noble, but her behavior is characterized as "bullying" by the outside world; her hatred for Jiang Yu is boiling and piercing, but she cannot take her eyes away from him. This "venomous snake piercing the heart" of obsession and disgust constitutes the core psychological whirlpool of the book. The author Jiu Xunmi uses cold writing to reveal the cruel truth of "hate is another kind of concern" and completely blurs the boundaries between good and evil through self-justification of "clearing the sand in the eyes". This is not only a story about hostility, but also a mirror that reflects the paranoia, self-destruction and longing that may exist in everyone's heart. Reading it makes my spine shiver, but I can't help but turn the pages.
The title of the book has a strong sense of contradiction. It is a realistic masterpiece that makes people sink more and more as they read. It uses "white" as the surface and "dirty" as the core. It uses a "swamp" as a metaphor for the plight of human nature to reveal the struggle of ordinary people between desire, obsession and conscience. It does not deliberately sensationalize, but every word touches the heart. After reading, there is only a long silence and aftertaste. There is no flawless protagonist in the book, nor are there stereotypes of good and evil. Each character has his own obsessions and weaknesses, just like you and me in life. Some people stick to the bottom line but are repeatedly tested by reality, and are repeatedly pulled between compromise and persistence; some are coerced by desire and step into the quagmire step by step, but they hide their undiminished goodwill in the middle of the night; some seem to be indifferent and distant, but in fact they use clumsy ways to protect the people they care about. The core image of "swamp" is a magical touch throughout the entire text. It is not only a concrete environment in the story, but also a metaphor for human nature and destiny. It seems pure and calm, but in fact it contains silt and whirlpools. Once people step into it, they will easily get deeper and deeper into the pull of interests, emotions, and prejudices, and they can't help but want to get out. There are no bloody conflicts or exaggerated plots in the book. All conflicts stem from the game of people's hearts: Should we stick to our original aspirations or go with the flow? Should we face our mistakes head on, or avoid covering them up? Should we stick to good intentions, or be assimilated by indifference? These choices without standard answers are precisely the most heart-wrenching realities, allowing readers to see themselves in the text and reflect on their own choices and perseverance. The author's writing style is restrained and powerful. There is no gorgeous rhetoric, but he can outline the folds of the human heart with delicate brushwork. The narrative rhythm is steady, with foreshadowing hidden in ordinary daily life, and power conveyed in subtle plots. It does not deliberately create conflicts, but allows readers to be subtly wrapped up in emotions. Whether it is the implicit emotions between the characters or the profound insights into human nature, they are all written just right, and the blank spaces are thought-provoking, making the story more than just a plot, but also deeply touching the soul. This work is like a mirror, reflecting the complexity and reality of human nature. If it is deep, warm, and not suspended, it is definitely worth reading carefully.
I really like the character Zheng Ningbai, a very complicated person. Although she bullies others, it is very consistent with her age and her logic, and she is a very real person. But she has her own principles and is not a limitless abuser. All her actions are traceable. The perspective of the work is innovative and presents a world view that is different from ordinary novels. It can not only arouse readers' emotions, but also write campus bullying in a vivid and fascinating way. The author's writing is delicate, the story has ups and downs, and even a hint of suspense. It is fascinating and worth reading.
This is a novel that I have been following for so long. After reading it for so long, every chapter highlights the author's very good writing style. When I first read about this heroine, my first impression was that she was not a perpetrator, but a girl who lacked security and love. Her jealousy and misplaced love led her to do excessive things. The plot of the story is very cleverly set, and it received five-star praise! Keep following updates! [Like][Like][Like]
"So, when you hate someone, that person becomes the only coordinate in your world. Zheng Ningbai hates Jiang Yu and hates her for living in the world. In fact, he hates himself for why he has to go through her to confirm that he is still alive."
I came from "Winter Fishing". This book uses Zheng Ningbai's paranoid monologue to tear apart the veil of dark humanity and portray the twisted psychology of the "bully" in a profound way. He regards Jiang Yu as a scumbag in his eyes, and uses his malice as a swamp to build a cage. His words are full of pathological possession and loss of control. The realistic narrative of Fei Shuangwen confronts the darkness of human nature, which is depressing yet extremely tense, allowing readers to get a glimpse of the complex human heart in a suffocating sense, which is full of stamina.
"White Swamp" uses the character Zheng Ningbai to deeply explore the complex human nature behind bullying. She is not born evil, but a tragic product of family pressure, class superiority and distorted self-esteem. The author Jiu Xunmi uses delicate writing and innovative perspectives to reveal the psychological dark side of bullies. The narrative is true and depressing, and the ups and downs of the plot trigger reflections on growth, prejudice and human nature. The work is great and shows the power to touch people's hearts!
With an immersive first-person perspective, the narrative is smooth and non-delayed, and the plot is compact and full of twists and turns. The author does not deliberately create thrillers, but cuts through the complexities and contradictions of human nature layer by layer. The intertwining of good and evil, the tug of selfish desires and conscience, is real and poignant. The whole book is full of suspense and its analysis of people's hearts is profound and restrained. It is a rare female suspense masterpiece that has both refreshing feeling and depth.
Narrated in the first person, the atmosphere is depressing and full of tension, and the paranoid and morbid psychology is deeply portrayed, and the plot is full of ups and downs. Words are powerful and human nature is complex. The influence of the environment, the lack of family and family, and the protection and connivance of the school. These are the most authentic portrayals of society.
This article is unfolded from the first-person perspective of the bully Zheng Ningbai. She considers herself noble, but paranoidly regards Jiang Yu as a thorn in her side. She uses extreme means to drag the opponent into her quagmire. She pathologically wants to dye this "light" into the same color as herself. The whole process uses the tension of psychological suspense to unfold her twisted and crazy desire for control and destruction.
I was attracted by the title and cover of this book. There is mud-like malice hidden under the cold name, and every monologue of Zheng Ningbai is like a poisoned knife, trapping Jiang Yu in a cage called "love", causing extreme criticism. It is a very deep and textured article, and the writing style is also good. It is worth reading if you like darkness and human thinking.
White is the remaining dignity, dirt is the festering reality, and swamp is the dilemma that no one can escape. The author does not deliberately create dramatic conflicts, and there is no refreshing redemption. He only uses flat and straightforward writing to reveal the most obscure and embarrassing undertones of human nature, and kneads desire, guilt, paranoia and pulling into a muddy swamp. Once stepped into, no one can escape unscathed.
This novel unfolds a campus story in the first person. It is difficult to write a first-person story. The author is great and I look forward to the follow-up.
The atmosphere of this novel is extremely depressing, the characters are created with explosive tension, and the paranoid and morbid psychological description directly touches the soul, making it extremely immersive. The heroine Zheng Ningbai hides a twisted heart under her cold name. Her almost crazy obsession with Jiang Yu, the intertwining of hatred and addiction, vividly portrays the pathological possessiveness. The sharp and delicate writing tears apart the darkness of human nature, with layers of paranoia, jealousy and depravity intertwined. The psychological portrayal of the characters is exquisite and full of conflict.
The characters written by the author are complex, the writing is smooth and natural, and the plot is well handled. Recommended
The emotional foreshadowing is particularly good, and I can sympathize with the character's situation.
Very good, thank you to the author! [Shy]
The content of the story is exciting, non-toxic, novel, and the text is passable. It is worth watching.
The author has a strong ability to create an atmosphere, the characters are described in a delicate and three-dimensional way, and the plot is full of ups and downs. You can't stop reading it, and the lingering lingering sound lingers in your mind! Recommend!