When my childhood sweetheart boyfriend took my little love child on a round-the-world trip for a year on the grounds of his youth, and got the acquiescence of both parents, I decisively chose to break up. I fled to the vast grassland and met Yangzhu, a young horse racing boy who was as clear as the sky. I thought this was a healing relationship, but I didn't know that I was the only light in his dark years. However, my paranoid ex-boyfriend refused to let go and used all possible means to drag me into the abyss. When all the noise falls silent, all that is left is endless regret and a sigh