When I grew up, someone who loved me very much once asked me: "What color do you think the soul is?" I didn't know how to answer. At that time, my only impression was that his voice was very nice. If I had to compare it to a metaphor, it was like the sound of the flame that went off in the first second after a lighter was lit. It always amazed and fascinated me. At that time, I was so obsessed with his voice that I lost the opportunity to answer that question. It took me a long time to realize that I would never get the chance to tell him my answer. That problem flashes by like a flash in the blink of an eye, and we will never have the chance to encounter it again in our future lives.
*The female protagonist will meet different people as she grows up.
*First person, female protagonist's perspective.
*Now, there are several different episodes of sadomasochism from school to growing up.