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The rain at the entrance of the alley haunted Lu Yuyan for the entire spring and autumn.
She is Luo Yu who is traced in the fog. She is always at her desk late at night, writing words about "meeting" on the tip of her pen, writing the feelings hidden in her heart into the chapters of the novel stroke by stroke, hoping to have more brushes with the person named Zhang Zhifeng and a few more greetings.
He is apologetic in a hidden way. He is used to hiding his feelings with silence and pushing away from others with busyness. I once saw her from a distance in the rain, with mud stains on the toes of her shoes, and the edge of her umbrella lowered than her eyebrows, but in the end I didn't dare to take a step forward; I once typed and deleted "I miss you" in the dialog box, but in the end it turned into an innocuous greeting and disappeared in the dim light of the screen.
They are the most touching protagonists in each other's novels, but they have become the most regrettable passers-by in reality.
Lu Yuyan can't wait for Zhang Zhifeng's bravery, just like he can't wait for a spring rain that comes on time; Zhang Zhifeng can't understand Lu Yuyan's persistence, just like he can't understand the deep feelings hidden in the pages of a book.
Later, the rain stopped, and the old bookstall in the alley had a new owner. She finished writing the ending of her novel, but she didn't wait for their consummation.
It turns out that "when the rain falls and you apologize" was never the foreshadowing of a good relationship, it was just a belated encounter that ended up being missed.
The rain and smoke have cleared, and I feel sorry for not returning.
This heartbeat that took three years to write finally became something that no one knows about, hidden in the yellowed pages, hidden in the message tone that will never sound again, hidden in the tears that have not dried in Lu Yuyan's eyes every rainy night when she looks at the deserted corner of the alley.
