I Learned to Love You Only After I Was Reborn

In her previous life, she was a "happiness" tool bought by the Shen family. He imprisoned her, tortured her, and used her as a servant, but she blocked his fatal knife at the last moment. Before she died, she only said: "I chose this time." He held her cold body and grew old all night long. After rebirth, he returned to that rainy night - she was kneeling in the yard, suffering from high fever and comatose, dying. This time he rushed into the rain and picked her up, only to find that she would only tremble after waking up: she didn't dare to accept the scarf he gave her, she didn't dare to eat the strawberries he bought, and even a "thank you" would linger in her throat for a long time. He knelt in front of her and said "please", she huddled in the corner and said "don't touch me". He cuts his finger and vows not to hurt her again, and she looks at his blood and says "You've said that before." Later, she finally dared to look into his eyes, but his eyes turned red first—— "Shen Moyuan, why are you crying?" "... The wind is too strong." But she clearly remembered that there were no windows in the house that day. In his previous life, he refused to let her eat, but in this life, he knelt down and begged her to take a bite. In the previous life, he broke her arm, but in this life, he stayed by her side when she was painting, fearing that her hand holding the pen would shake. In her previous life, she never heard a word of "I'm sorry" until she died. In this life, he said "I love you" every day, as if he was redeeming a debt that could never be repaid. She is his sin and he is her calamity. In this life, he has learned to be gentle, but she has not yet learned not to be afraid. "When she smiled, his eyes turned red. When she cried, he knelt down to wipe her tears. She finally said, 'I'm not afraid of you anymore,' and he cried like a child." "I thought I was redeeming you, but later I found out that it was you who redeemed me."