During the four years of college, Lin Zhixia always thought that Silence was her best friend.
She would call him when she was broken up, would hold him to celebrate when she was happy, and would say "Silence, you are so good."
But she will never know-
Every "passing by" of Silence is a carefully planned encounter.
Every item of breakfast he "brought for you by the way" was purchased half way around the campus.
Every photo of her is hidden in an encrypted folder deep in his phone.
He remembered that when she drank milk tea, it would always be 30% sugar with ice and coconut. He remembered that she would have stomachaches during her menstrual period, and he remembered that she was afraid of the dark and thunder.
But he still remembered the light in her eyes when she looked at her senior during her sophomore year.
At the wedding, she smiled and toasted: "Silent, thank you for always being by my side."
He raised his head and drank the glass of wine, swallowing back all the words.
——Lin Zhixia, you don't know.
I never wanted to be "around you."