[The gentle and miserable poor sufferer]
In the first half of his life, he was a wealthy minister.
Beautiful clothes and fine food, bright clothes and angry horses.
I thought that everything in the world was good and that I would be happy every year.
Later, the family was destroyed and fell into dust.
What was once joy has turned into heart-wrenching pain.
For the rest of my life, there will be only endless torture and bone-eroding regrets. All the sweetness in my past life is just a big dream.
After waking up from the dream, the world was gray and only the old pain lingered.