Historical romance + healing + transmigration + soul transmigration + unhinged lead + first love + obsession
Nan Xing transmigrates, and the original owner has been framed by her green-tea cousin and lost her life. Nan Xing immediately uses a needle to cripple her cousin, then sets out to practice medicine alone and survive in this unfamiliar world.
She was adopted as a child and then abandoned. Used to relying on herself, she never dared to hope anyone would choose her wholeheartedly.
She never expected to find a clever mother, a love-struck father, and a brother who doted on his sister, and to receive a kind of love she’d never known before.
Nor did she expect this family to be hiding a deadly secret.
To save a life, she has no choice but to get close to Song Changqing.
At their first meeting, she thinks he’s putting on an act and must be out of his mind.
But as they keep running into each other, she sees herself as she once was in his eyes: bristling with thorns, sharp-tongued but softhearted.
She thinks, I’ll give him a little warmth, just as a kindness to the person I used to be.
But as she keeps warming him up, he grows more and more obsessive.
The appearance of Gu Guanqing, a man who looks just like her first love from her previous life, leaves her completely flustered.
This time, she finally has the courage to run toward him.
Song Changqing doesn’t stop her. He only says, his eyes red, “I want to be wherever you are.”
Only then does she understand.
It isn’t him she has been rejecting, but the part of herself that believes she doesn’t deserve to be loved.
