In that year of turmoil, I tried my best to save my brother who was seriously ill. In order to take care of him, I gave up my stable life and left everything behind to stay by his side. This care lasted for nearly forty years. When he was dying with gray hair on his temples, he begged with tears in his eyes, "Azhi, if there is an afterlife, leave the chance of life to Ranran." In this life, I have poured out my heart and soul, almost died for him, gave up my dream, and never married. But until he died, he was always thinking of others. I gently wiped the blood from the corner of his mouth and nodded. In this new life, I owe no one, I only wish to never owe myself any more.