She once personally pushed away the boy who had his eyes on her, and cut off all tenderness with the words "I don't want to fall in love."
Until the news of the stage accident came, the boy who said he would accompany her all over the mountains and rivers and wait for her to quit smoking remained in the sea of flowers in Lanjin Garden forever.
After that, for countless late nights, she lit up cigarettes in an empty room and tore through her memories over and over again. She learned to smoke, drink, and live an unseemly life just to numb the pain of losing him.
She would rather believe that he abandoned her than admit that he has turned into the warmth of the world.
In the end, she rushed to the belated reunion with the unspoken "I like you".
Promise you to be affectionate all your life, leaving only a residual warmth; this time, it is her turn to run towards him.
