Missing You, My Darling

[Slow-burn romance + everyday life + lighthearted + one-on-one, mutually faithful]

They first met through a post. Later, after spending time together in person, Dai Nianli felt they got along well. And as someone who loved a good voice, she found that Luan Yang’s voice was exactly to her taste. He was handsome, too. So when he took the initiative to confess his feelings, Dai Nianli agreed to date him.

But! Having been single her whole life, she regretted it the very next day. She tried to get used to being in a relationship with Luan Yang, but she just couldn’t adjust to having a boyfriend around. At last, tormented by her own feelings, she took the initiative and broke up with him...

Honestly, your name is perfectly ordinary, but for some reason, whenever I say it to myself, I smile. “Nian you, Nian Li, I miss you.” Hmph~ I think Cupid’s arrow must have hit my brain instead of my heart. Otherwise, why would I think of you all the time?

Our first relationship wasn’t smooth sailing. I’m ashamed to admit I had no idea what couples were supposed to do, so I searched online and tried to learn. Maybe I went about it the wrong way. When you suddenly started avoiding me, I knew I was done for. I’d messed up. I shouldn’t have been so impatient. But I couldn’t help wanting to get closer to you, wanting to kiss you, wanting more, and more.

We’d only been apart for a few days, but after that I waited and waited, my heart tossed back and forth. Finally! I couldn’t stand missing you anymore. I thought that if you were willing to contact me, I’d be brave enough to try again. I didn’t care if we repeated the same mistakes. If you didn’t reach out, I’d let things take their course. To be honest, I missed you terribly. I could have held back, but I didn’t, so here I am...