Campus BE / three protagonists / double terminal illness / disappointing emotional isolation / two-way secret love / native family / tragedy for everyone. She is Su Wan, a transfer student who is hiding an incurable disease. In order not to be a burden to anyone, she quietly transferred to Yuying Middle School. She just wanted to spend her last days in peace before she turned eighteen.
He is Shen Zhiyi, a repeater who is so silent that he is almost transparent. He has always been the first in his grade, but he is always wrapped in a layer of alienation and avoids strangers. No one knew that he had hidden domestic violence in his native family, severe depression, terminal bone cancer, and the disappointing emotional isolation engraved in his bones—the more he was loved, the more he wanted to push away; the more he cared, the more he wanted to escape.
He is the pistachio Lin Yu who always smiles the brightest in the class. He has protected Shen Zhiyi since childhood and is the little sun that connects everyone. However, after the separation, he slowly put away all his smiles and became taciturn.
Huobao's best friend Xia Zhi is noisy and warms up his closedness with a little excitement; Su Wan is gentle and forbearing, and slowly pries open his defenses with tiny cares. A two-way secret love grew between the desks, and the glimmer of healing briefly illuminated the isolated island, but in the end it could not withstand the countdown of fate.
The diary was accidentally dropped, and the truth about Su Wan's terminal illness was revealed; the scene of domestic violence was discovered, and all Shen Zhiyi's pain was finally revealed. Two dying people cuddled up to each other, and a young man who loved to laugh silently guarded them, but no one could keep time.
She died on her eighteenth birthday, as quietly as a late summer wind.
He died in the early morning when the admission notice from Beijing University arrived, with unspoken love.
And the boy who used to laugh the most eventually became a monk.
