(I picked the original title too carelessly, and now I can’t change it.) Only bebebe!!
“When I was little, Grandpa Ji told me that no one’s life goes smoothly. Every obstacle we can’t overcome is hidden somewhere out of sight, like being lost in the dead of night, unable to see or feel our way forward, stumbling along and stopping again and again.
That was why he named me ‘Youjie.’ If life is too dark, then wait for the night to fade and find a way through the hardships, because there’s nothing we can do about them…
I didn’t understand. I just thought the name sounded awful, and I always had to write a few more strokes than everyone else on exams.
My name is Ji Youjie. I live with my older sister and Grandpa Ji. We aren’t rich or poor, but we have enough to be happy.”
“My name is Ji Youjie, and this is the first time in my life I’ve hated it so much.
Ji Youjie. Ji Youjie: does it mean overcoming the dark night, or praying for my sister’s safety?
I don’t understand. My life is my own, so why should anyone else have to protect me? And why did you have to live in my place, my sister?
I was honest all my life, yet spent that life trapped in a cage of lies. Because I loved you, I never doubted you. Because I loved you, I didn’t dare break free.
Love turned into a debt. The truth came to light, leaving me in agony, and will haunt me for the rest of my life.”
In every life to come, I will never meet my beloved again.
A shattered mirror cannot be made whole again, because the molecules are too far apart.
This is the first completed book that I insist on writing, as a tribute to the worries of my not-so-splendid youth. The image design of Ji Youjie cannot be called a perfect male protagonist. The setting I gave him gradually deteriorated in the storyline I gave him. He did not become my ideal male protagonist. He became cowardly, inferior, and even a little impatient and melancholy. Can he and Shen Feng redeem each other? Even I can't give a definite answer. It seems that their meeting was wrong from the beginning. They fell from their own abyss into the other's abyss. They failed to completely rescue each other, and they also failed to completely rescue themselves. Ji Youjie still has a lot of room for growth, but he has not yet entered society to hone his growth, and his character can only be established here. This is the end of this book. After all, the only reader is myself. I admit that the writing style of this book is indeed not very good. There are even typos and missing words. The ending is also too sloppy. Because I am not familiar with Tomato's routines, I have stepped on many pitfalls. But I just hope that the characters I write are full of characters, because they have been alive in my world. Next time we meet, you will be better than now, Qingcheng Island, you have to hold on! Bye-Bye!
The text is quite short. Those who don't deserve to die are all dead, but those who die have reasons.