This is an urban sadistic novel about original family trauma and gender identity distortion. The protagonist Fu Yu was raised in a deformed environment where his parents divorced and he was raised as a girl by his non-blood sister Li Pei. He developed a torn personality that longed for male love but was unable to get rid of his feminine body. In order to give his sister an explanation, he married his gentle wife Jiang Yunsheng, but after the marriage, he reunited with Chen Mo, Bai Yueguang in his youth, and cheated on her. The story profoundly depicts his painful struggle between ethics, desire and self-salvation.
